冲动

work until 9 o'clock today，
i was off my phone for whole day, and when i on my phone, i feel like msg her....
but i dun have her number....still remember when i at redang,
during my break time, i will faster eat and go back my room and see my phone,
and i always so happy cs there is always more than 2 msg i received from...
cs she will told me everything and let me noe where she going....
the reason i wanna noe where she going because i scared anything happend wit her,
i still noe where to find her and stuff...
and since 18th of ogos i din received anything msg from her....
I MISS her~~~~~~
this few days, my mood really so down....the more we be apart, the more i cant stand with...
i really feel that wanna msg her, but where can i get her number??
and wat she will feel?? will make her feel fan if i msg her??
so much of question mark in my mind....
today, i told mun yee....
i said" actually i was too biasa got her to take care me"
mun yee said" of cause la, ur relationship wit her almost 4 years le....
i said" yar....but wat i can do"

baby, how r u today?
i dun hope that u would see this blog,
because i dun wan u to think so much, like i'm force u to be wit me....
wat i will do is WAIT,
i will wait for u baby, baby can u tell me 1 day u will back by my side...
baby can u dun smoke always?
and baby can u be happy ?
baby, i love u........
hoping the day coming~
my wish.............