feeling dying

finally i sick le..........
haizzzz

















Doctor gave me so many medicine,
and all big big wan~
when i in the clinic feeling so down suddenly....
i just feel like i got nothing....
duno how to say such feeling in my mind~
after ate all the freaking medicine,
i run to bed,
wanna have good rest, so that i can performance well tomorrow,
eyes was close awhile, vibration is running....
is a msg,
i open and read it,
i was so suprise....
is she ,
is she,
is she sms me.....she wrote
" i keep tellling my self not to care not to think about it but i keep
finding out the things that u do, the people that u hang out wit,
make me mad and sad at the same time,
i guess u really changed, no longer alice i know,
kill my heart please, i wan get over u~"

baby, wat u wan me to do actually??
happy cant,
sad cant...
i dun understand~
u just make me so suffer~
u said that when u just wish to get back together wit me, but u just cant??
wat the meanings actually???
u let me drop again~

arghhhhhhh..........................................