wat am i suppose to do?

now is 2.35am, 12.32 am i had finish work...
But now i still outside hanging alone here...
Where should i go ?
Wat should i do?
Sorry to say, I MISS HER ~
the feeling back again... Cause she was msg me in the afternoon, at the 1st i was no feeling...
Once i saw her blog, my heart feeling unstable...
Well, lots people was laughing me why i so stupid... They asked me to put down...
Say is easy, do was hard...am i correct?
I starting hate my self, i did hurt lots people recently,
I have my self for being so cruel... But, sorry for that..
,i just cant... Sorry for avoiding....
I dunno wat in my mind,
I just cant get over her,
Although ring have been remove,
I still not used to it, not used wit my hand wit nothing..
Baby, everynight i finish work..
I wish you are the noe who calling me..
But never, you never do that...
I dun blame you baby, you're deserve a better gal...
I stop in sg.besi bus stop here...
Here is so dark and scary...
Choosing to stop here, cause i dun wan people to see i'm
Crying...
Sorry, i just so weak... I'm not strong enough...