already gone

after i made this decision all has gone...
Fren are avoid me...
I hurt them...
I'm stupid i know...
I start doing things that i not wan to do,
I'm not my self anymore...
Gaining a relationship is not that easy...
Should i find some1 i love?
Or
Some1 love me more?
For my situation now,
I should find a person that love me more,
Give me attention on me...
By why now....?
Arghhh......
I just hope wat i give out,
I will get back....
Get your love!