who love me?

tears love me...
Yesterday talking phone wit lucas,
Talked about mike,
I was driving, i cried again....
I'm blur.....
I even can fall down at stair case...
Big black blue in my leg now...
I was blur blur blur....
That night when i drunked,
I cried again....
I hate drunked....
I dun wan to be drunked....
Actually when i wan drunk mean i dun happy,
But that day i wan drink cause i happy...
But at last in the car talking talking....
Tears was falling down...

Hard times hard times....
Do you think i found a true love?
Hmmm,
No comment...
At the moment...not really good...
We just starting, maybe need time to gaining love, and understanding each others....
How sad how not happy...
I have to act like i'm happy...
Cause the decision make by me....
I have to bear whatever is it....


She said sorry, she want me to understand her situation...
Yea, i comfort her say... No problem...
How about me?


I have totally lost mike news...
She changed number...
She didn't update blog,
She block me in msn.....


God help me!!!!


I dun wan 23th dec comes....,
Please....
Tomorrow working 5-1 probably back at 3am....
I wan hanging at the street....
Until i tired i sleepy only go home...,
So that i reach home can directly sleep...





No worries...