deserve

i'm not deserve a good person,
Because i'm not a good gal now...
For me,
Is hard to say break up wit the person when you already accepted...
I can feel the pain as well....
Yea, she's has gone....
She even wanna msg or call me anymore...
She's too tired to see me like this...
Again and again.....
Some special feeling toward her,
But i dun wan to accept is just because i'm not ready to be wit.....
Because at the moment,
I love my self even more than anybody...
I buy swatch for my self, i buy branded shift, i buy perfume....
I love my self......
That why i'm say i'm not ready to be attached....
After mike gone,
Nobody is there sayang me as mike....
She did everything to me...
She used to buy all this things to me,
But now i buy my self....
Cause she is not there to sayang me anymore.....
I got to sayang my self....
Love my self......









Is sad that she dun even reply a single msg to me....

Hope she will be alright....