26.3.10

its friday today,
past few week lucas told me that Venus's house got party on that night,
seem she has told me 2 weeks before,
and i put as my memo in my phone=P
so that i wont forget, and anybody date me that day i wont attend
after work is about 11.20PM
from hotel to puchong is a quite far distances,
bt i still going on,
cause for me this is just like a small gathering wit my buddy...
when i on da way to there,
i was wondering y no 1 was calling me or rushing me...
so m jz ignore,
yea,
when i reach there is about 12 something,
well,
they sang birthday song to me when i coming out from car,
great!!!
and about half and hours,
lucas holding a cake,
and they start to sang again a birthday song to me=="
at last i noe bthey are stary planning two week before,
the thing is i never expect this party is open for me,
i noe i noe,
u all jz dun wan i feel not happy,
cs u all noe,
my birthday used to be celebrated wit her ....
to be honest,
i'm starting dun feel anything,
i mean is like heart die,
no special feeling on that,
i duno why,
1 day my heartbeat stop...
hmmm.....
after that, we chit chat....
1st 1st decide to bc home de,
mana tau they scared me that is ching ming~
very dangerous to go home...
so i decided to stay~=P
sleep @ 5AM=="