the last chance

its 830pm nw...
I was fall asleep past 45 minute in room...
Let me tell wat i do past 45 minie....
I reached home, bathed,
after bath i do mask....
I was lying on bed and reading a books....
Sudd my minds comes out,
When we a last meet is at mcd....
i start review back that night.....
Close my eyes, take a deep breath....
I dun wan misses the moment....
Okies, that night i was in enigma.....
Monkey sudd called said that wanna yam cha....
By that time i didnt told monkey i was at engima....
fisrtly i rejected... Until she said she wanna meet me....
And i promise to go....
And monkey is begging me to meet her up....
Reached home, monkey fetch me from my hse to mcd....
When i in car, i was so nervous....
I duno wat to say wat to do when seeing her....
alright.... Reached there....
I step out.... Omg, so embraesee....
We re nothing to say, like stranger....
Cant imagine that,
Hmmm, nt more than 20 minute.... I told monkey i wana go home....
Hmmm, i jz go like this.....
Actually i misses that chance....
When she said she wanna meet me, mean we still have chance....mean she love under consideration,
bt i lost it.....lost it.....
Totally lost....
Bullshit me.....
I regret every single things and moment wat i had done.....



Woke up wit tears.....
Cheer