get over

i used 1 years and 3 months to fix my broken DAMN heart,

it was even strong to function properly but its now broken again,

i ve spend the rest of my time EMO-ing except in working time....

without knowing hw to get over of this freaking damn feeling on her,

without knowing how long it takes to heal again....



why cruel to me??

i was trying hard......

i dun wan this,

i blame my self

because i can't fix us...=(

i wonder how its takes,
when comes to midnight,
i started to mising u...